Suddenly, Everything Has Changed

Last year sure was something huh. Not just for me, for the whole world even. Ok. Let's try something different. No bullets this time.

I got some news. I graduated a few months ago! I finally finished my thesis after putting it off for so long. That's right, you're now looking at a bonafide college graduate! Ignore the fact it took me forever. Shhhh it's not important. My thesis has been mostly the focus of my year, sort of. I did the experiment portion early March and just after I finished, the quarantine began.

This freaking pandemic. Goddamn.

I am kind of a mess right now. It's difficult to think. Grgh. Ok. I'm gonna summarize last year, not in bullets, but into single words!

Jan - Fly
Feb - Sleep
Mar - End
Apr - Play
May - Shots
Jun - Wait
Jul - Finish
Aug - Graduate
Sep - Draw
Oct - Drink
Nov - Shop
Dec - Plush

Have fun deciphering that, future me!

It's been established that I already graduated but the struggles are not over yet. There's another obstacle I need to go through.

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It's not more than a month from now. And to be honest, I'm kinda sure I won't do well. I know it's horrible to think like that but I can't help it. I feel like I know SOME stuff, but I don't feel it's enough. I just hope those paid review sessions won't entirely go to waste.

Does this entry seem like a mess? Sure seems like it. Wait, aren't all my entries like this? Ugh, my head hurts.